randomthoughts | Calling it quits.

I made the sound decision to give up drawing and just forgetting about it. I had thought that as long as I liked and enjoyed what I created it would've been enough without trying pleasing anyone else. But life isn't that easy, and I just kept lying to myself. I still have a deviantart account, but nothing drawn will ever be uploaded there or anywhere else. I am thinking on writing stories, and at least just use anything to polish them. It's easier than having to worry about how a body should be structured.

I've tried doing this for over 20 years and I never was able to grow at all. So telling me to continue practicing its not going to cut it.

I'm tired. I got nothing else to say about it.